Hmm

Bro got his results..So dead. He cried. He didnt dare to call home. Parents scolded him. Me and my sis didnt say much. Things were bad enough. These few days cannot concentrate much at home. Wanted to go school to study, but seems like no one is going. Good thing for my sis, she finished her exams. My dad and mum must have nagged at her abt my bro all the way while they picked her back from hall with all her stuff on thurs night after my bro got his results. Poor thing. All of us trying to hide our disappointment. Sis and I scanned the booklet with him containing all the schools, he himself knows that he's not left with many choices.

All of us still in shock..Cannot believe that he plunged so many marks below his prelim to be the 3rd last in class. But i guess it also teaches him to be not so overconfident and less stubborn and lazy.

Hai what to do now? He didnt think much of neighbourhood schools. This few days me and my sis keep telling him its not the end..there's still a long way to go. Nothing wrong going to neighbourhood schools, just work hard from there..Sis quoted some examples. But being easily influenced, we secretly know what will happen..Worse thing is that he was the most fortunate among the 3 of us, with help readily available and mum taking care of him. Guess he didnt really treasure all of this. Pls wake up!

I think i have lost hope in organic. Im still left with 3 chapters and i cannot understand much. Worse thing is that i can only study max 2 chapters a day, cos the tb is so thick. Seriously gonna burn the notes and tb after the exam.

5th Month Anniversary

Time flies, ain't it? Today Kelvin and I celebrated our 5th month anniversary. The next month we celebrate our 6th month anniversary, Kelvin would have finished his exams and i would be left with 1 more econs paper. By then organic chem and instrumental analysis will be history! Yay..Can't wait for this day!!

Today i went to school feeling so excited...because i was caught in misery studying for my stats test this week. Hmm i did slack a little on fri and sat last week, but that was necessary. My poor brain needed some rest after the econs test last thurs. After that, i chionged all the way from sun to tues..so..i was so glad that i could be temporarily freed to go out today!

Actually, i could take a long break on Wed after my test in the early morning and lab which ended at 12.30pm. BUT..CARELESS ME forgot to take my lab report to hand up to school. The thought of being marked down freaked me out so after lab i made a trip back home and back to school to hand it up by 5pm. By the time i reached home again it was already 6.30pm. Tuition started at 7pm and by that time i was already dead beat. Taught my student for an additional half an hour cause i had difficulties solving his difficult maths problems which made me feel so paiseh. In the end i asked him whether i helped him in the tuition session for his O level exam the next day. Felt a bit bad after that. But my brain wasn't working fast enough too. Was too tired:(

Another piece of bad news. I thought i could finally take a rest this weekend and enjoy my free day on Wed BUT the Instrumental Analysis lecturer put forward the test till the coming fri next week! Gosh..How am i going to study finish? There are like 9-10 sets of lecture notes including the one taught on tues and my initial plan was to finish up my spectro lab report and tutorial as well as read up on econs this weekend. Seems like mugging for instrumental analysis takes more priority now..

Despite all this, i am still going out to enjoy myself tmr. I seriously cant be bothered anymore..All this work is taking its toll on me. Never had a semester with mid term tests every week all the way till November. Up to now i have taken 6 mid term tests, not including the one next week. Really beginning to feel the stress of being a year 3 student.

For our anniversary, Kelvin gave me a bolster. Haha last week we went to Kiddy Palace and i told him it looks cute. But he seems to like the Pooh Bear one more..Lol..

We went to Breeks for dinner and Gelare for supper. Haha ate alot. Felt so happy and satisfied today..Though time spent together was short, really treasured that little amount of time that we could spend together to celebrate our anniversary! Thanks for everything. Guys like you are hard to come by. Lol....:) Love you lots..